When I'm Not Too, Deeply Immersed in my Art
"With Mindfulness and Positivity,
Taking Control of our Future
By Sanford (Sandy) Widran
© Copyright 2017, Feb.
An' Extraordinary Poem for An'
elusive and evocative women.
I dream about holding you
in my arms. Looking at your eyes
transfixed in silence.
Seeing the desire in you build
as I start to lean in towards your
pretty face, and really kiss those
supple lips all over, parting.
I can smell the sweetness of your
breath. And taste the warmness
of your mouth. I might start to cry
I can feel the swelling of my heart.
To only hold you tight each night.
And always smell your body might.
My mind is blown. So thankful for
this precious world and finding
you in it too. I want to share it with
you forever and delight in it
We'll run away and hide, until we
can't stand one another
for a short while. And later
recognize that we can't go on
Forever, without seeing and
being apart like that or our hearts
will break and ache a lot.
The world sounds so beautiful and
I want you to hear it with me too.
Shout it out and set the birds free
on their wings to soar and rip
through the air so light. We will
build our world in a way together
and I shall revel in your beauty and
sight and warmth and comfort.
I only want for you to feel
And see your joy release to
surround you with happiness.
Tense and Breath in, deeply and
relax. Calmness now. Visualize one
of your favorite places and find
yourself there. Feel the energy
flow thru your blood vessels.
As it merges towards your brain,
you can feel the sensations prickle
and raise the hair on your arms.
Now with great aim you can feel
my touch even through
eyes closed and beating heart
in anticipation of letting go.
I'll be yours and you'll me mine!
Thoughts of you illuminate my way
and warms my heart at night.
Hope springs eternal when
I can see the future clearly now
and there you are again,
crossing paths with me purposely
and there am I fawning at your
An' Extraordinary Poem for An,
exquisite and elusive woman
I often see wandering at night
through my mind and dreams.
I save from danger again and
again, when and whom provides
me then with comfort from
my head to my toes
while I sleep.
Never let me go
Let me show you how
Gotta, let me know
I can hear your beating heart all
the way from here
Running, running hard to tell,
away or towards or near.
Captivated by your grace
I feel your hand safety tucked
away under mine.
I enjoy the shape of you
Your smile lights me up
Please be my valentine one day
at a time.
You are my sunshine blinding
spot-light and bright-like a
shining star in my days'-nights.
Your body is so sweet and mighty
fine and attractive too
Your face so pure and beautiful
Your mouth just pulls me in.
Your lips are my desire. Oh,
someday to be together.
Let us pray it will be one day
and then, for forever.
Let us see and allow me please
to be free and with you soon.
Chill out now. Gotta go,
My attraction for you grows
as each day goes
and brings us closer still
My heart swells with cheer
at the thought of you.
As I carry you around
attached right at my hip
so you can share in and take in
all my experiences
and feelings until
see each other, again.
Strangers carrying on like
And soon to be reunited
Threads through life wound
With ties tightly bound
As far as I can see
Caring sharing daring wise
Embrace and you shall find
The joy of waking up together
next to me
in spirit now, and soon in kind.
To seek comfort throughout
And protection as thy shield
in the dark of night.
I will provide for you someday
And bring glory to your heart and
our bright wide
Smiles now for sharing the day
together in mind
And knowing when the darkness
I will be there to guide you
by the moon and stars light.
Colors bright and contrast strong
Brings out the intricate details in
The wonders of nature's designs.
I'm captivated by the beauty
of it all
this world and how it formed,
that this existence slowly makes
changes over time until perfection
takes shape and beauty shines.
To capture the moment allows us
to relive the time with eyes alight
And to share the experience again
and again with friends, delight.
To open minds and doors alike
And reach upon the mountains'
The climb achieved with thought
and prayer to find that meaning
In us all that creates the bind.
Together the energy flows and
steers us to see the other's face
With future plan and signs that
That pull of fate we'll meet
To revel in thy grace and thrice
Forever with you be my thoughts
Until that day comes around
When you realize my mighty might
My hugs will reign upon thy body
To relish in your taste of skin
Shared to last with pleasure still
And overcome the tough days that
tire your mind ahead, sometimes.
And reassure that tomorrow brings
New sight to those times in kind
That pulls us closer still
Until we merge in mind
and spirit and heart
The real meaning of that
under winds of thread we weave
and treasures still
The discovery, oh, the thrill.
Never ceases needs that move us
gently forward to read the will,
We all want to be someday
Somebody special, somebody real
To stand out with wit and bright
and strong as steel,
To shine a light on sights to see
And share this energy within
that connects us all with search
and reach to find that right of
nature shines so bright
With common binds of grasping,
Why? How come? In what way?
How does it work, so you say?
with trials might?
The link of light blinds far and wide
To feel that knowing helps
In times of fright and biting need
Our peoples unite to build it tall
With foundation strength we lay it
Ensuring longevity of mind and
thought and honesty,
souls delight as we live and pass
in sorrow's shadow following us
Reminding why the forward right
We shall overcome the shackles
tight and fight
to free the need for injustice might
Prevent our ability to bend the
light and share the right of
goodwill and sight of knowledge,
together we can open eyes so
wide the bulb of delight comes on
so white and nice and bright
to read by
the beacon shines on
Providing insights through
The darkness of the universe's
Bringing us closer still to finding
the truth through seeking proof
With no alternative right,
That holds us back from feeling
like we're proud you see and
little need to be how others
might perceive and believe
to build with facts, and gee
I can do that with my mind
and make it time to pursue
that dream of passion will
for drive to make it happen be.
I feel that need to share the way
to find comfort within and
with steady hand to steer in
The horizon awaits a fine chase
to catch that fleeting rainbow
sight so fine your eyes
Will pop, with delight
and something there you'll find
To comfort thee in times of lonely
heart you'll see and hear and taste
and smell so sweet and lovely in
your fine clothing bright with
shivers when your presence make
my heart will fly and knees so
weak I knell before thee to share
my mind and being with glee
anytime within your sight of me.
The pull shall bind and weave it's
way until the tie becomes the day
We shall intertwine, and now
today's that day arriving will
already it's getting late, still...
The day is bright with smiles and
Cherie, the tongues will be busy
see to fend and share the glee
will be alive and shining bright
with tea and toast that destiny
pulls us ever closer still, and tight.
Until we fall together and breath
the air between us knowing all
the reasons why, for the way it is
and the way it CAN be!
With affection growing.
You shall see.
We can feel the light so bright
shining with our say
to help us remember why
we want to be this way,
as you feel we can be, and say
And it will within a timelines might
Even higher still until that moment
right when you say how important
I am to family's tight with feeling
good and so bright with growth
it can be
And tall alright the air so thin you
gasp and plead for feeling like
A need so tight that saucy see
The ride can be bumpy seas but
smooth will be as time is ripe to
pull the ship together tightly so.
Thee alike will elevate above
and find a feeling like
Your mind is focused on your sight
to see and produce and to have
made and make use, with lots of
will enable me to rally now
To find you once again to see the
look on your face with fear and
glee to find me there and wonder
still how this could have possibly
been, and happening now and then
there you are in person, I
hope to God you can and will.
Wow wee, there's a bumble bee
Look closer still and see
With focal lens and CCD
Battery powered that captures we
and background bright the world
we see with all the colors and
Anything your mind can find to fill
the time until those days that
come and go and brings us closer
still. Yet, again until that time my
will be focused on health and life
return again I see the light.
My muscles be so tight and ready
To guide me still quite steadily
Towards the days that come when
we shall meet again. Fulfill the
needs of others until that time
to see of us, our will, our turn
we'll be so tightly bound together,
Amen to that and pray to say the
better together can be mighty
To bear another's weight until
hearts can be within our reach
Oh yes and time will tell
us secrets still that uncovers will
the keys reveal the maker shall
protect thee until
your knight in shining armor thrill
arrives and kneels in respect and
kindness with candy giving less or
more hopefully flowers too
Will find your heart openly
And accepting of me so,
as I long to be held in your arms.
Hoping for a warm and budding
relationship with thee. Like two
birds on a swing. Back and forth
we go, we, we, we. Onwards.... and
Forwards… singing Mindfully,
And Peacefully together, again,
To a very special
a woman who
appears often in my thoughts
and dreams and who brings, freely
Longing though the quiet nights
And sunshine bright
to my busy days.
Inspires and Attracts Me,
Lots of Like, and Sincerely,
Things I like to do
when I'm not, too,
deeply immersed in
"With Mindfulness and Positivity,
Taking Control of our Future
© Copyright 2017, Feb.
A Valentine’s Day Desire.